my broken vow

is it hard to move on? can i just leave all my memories? i wish i can do that. but i cant. its so hard...till now, ive have not got the will to move on. i hope he is moving on perfectly fine. yar..its my biggest mistake ever. and that biggest mistake have been such a big blow to my life. the more i say im not regretting it the more i hate myself for the mistake ive made. u pple can just laugh at me. yar im stupid. im such an idiot. im just creating more problem in my life. im such a nuisance. argh! whatever..i noe this is karma soooo im not gonna hurt anyone anymore. i will try to be as happy as i can and not to think abt all this. haizzzzzz...its hard. dont try understading my complicated life. i hate me myself and i.

Cheerioz

i never thought that love can be this difficult.